Life so not great

I need life. So damn bored my life lately. For real, I have no life. All friends away, Ieka went for college, Yasmin and Shown having great time at PLKN, and others in Penang, so far away from me ofcourse. And me, killing myself at home. And plus my Twitter got problem, cant log in, bla bla bla. Im feeling gay seriously. 

Thanks Hanan for inviting me to join you and your friends to Laundry eh? Not confirm yet. 

Anyway, today was such a busy day for me. I was like dying cleaning my house alone. And I did cook something for today. Hope they would enjoy it. Tomorrow's menu would be sambal petai? Im not so sure, depends on mood.

Then the other day, got Family's day in Kuang, Selangor. My mom asked me to join her. Hope I would enjoy it. 

And ya, most of my friends had go through their campus life. Me? Im not as genius as they are. Im completely a loser. My mom kept comparing me with someone great, Im so depressed. I want a life. Im not great in academics, always failed for a relationship, family broken, got so ugly face, etc.

I felt that. 

I hate this feeling.

Then, I realised.

My life is not that bad right?

So chill, and always have faith.

You have Him, everytime, everywhere.

He listen to you, to your heart.

InsyaAllah.

p/s : Life needs so much fun. Im going to Sentul tomorrow, pay a visit to my auntie.

  

Just smile, and life would smile as well